If

If... Someone hadn't scarred my face. I hadn't followed my dreams to LA. That tweaker hadn't attacked that homeless guy. I hadn't invited a stranger over for Thanksgiving. I hadn't fallen in love. If I hadn't lost him. ------ If... I hadn't gone for that drive. I saw the world like everyone else. My "genius" wasn't slowly destroying me. I had just walked away before I could ever know her. She hadn't ignited the spark. If the spark didn't ignite the madness. ***This is a new adult/contemporary romance. NOT erotica. Standalone novel.***